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last night was kate's party. i had a great time cause laura was there and so was kate. but i felt awesome when she did the candles and called up me and laura. even though it was simple what she said and the sincerity in her voice just made me smile so much it was great.
laura and melissa.
this candle goes to two really close friends of mine that are also best friends themselves. laura we met in i think 5th grade religion class and then you were in my class in 6th grade also. we stopped talking up until 10th grade and im so glad we found eachother again. melissa we met through laura and we instantly clicked just like me and laura did. i love talking to you guys so much because you always have good things to talk about and always make a good point. unlike most people i can actually see us all being friends for a really long time. so laura and melissa will you please come up and light my 14th candle?
hearing that. and now just reading it. gives me the biggest smile because beside laura and lisa. kate is the one person i know i can always count on. like i love our silly convos at three in the morning that make no sense at all at times. the amount of times we have played cry_wolf and complained that we werent wolves or cheated to help the other as a wolf. its always so muuch fun and i love it. so kate yeah when you read this. your not a bad friend even if you think you are. you arent cause. your human your not perfect you make mistakes. but you know when to own up to them. so yeah i love you "cuzz" hahaha. ah we are way to much. i've been thinking what the most important word in anybodies relationships with people. "best friend" now that is a big tittle in give somebody and i really think the people who say they have about 20 best friends is lying and trying to hard to be everyone's friend. personally i think that you cant have more then maybe 4 best friends. i have three and none of them have screwed me over. they always tell me whats best for me and of course i dont listen to them. ha, but they alwyas have my best interest in mind and yeah you know we do fight but i swear i thank god, i thank whatever the hell is up there that they are in my life. and i know it really sound corny but when you find such great people in your life you notice you really dont need to have any stupid boys or stupid anything that just messes your head up. so i know that maybe lisa wont be able to read this. but laura and kate i just wanted to tell you guys that your the most amazing people ive met and i wouldnt be the person i am now, stronger and better off then i ever was; if i never met you guys. so thanks. the three of you can always make me smile.
now on to that ever important term of best friend. to me best friend means that the person is always there for you even if you are sometimes really stupid like i am sometimes and even though it might be annoying when i get like that they still put up with my shit. which i find amazing cause people always walk out on me. im always sitting there and just watching them walk out on me. just like thats what i call a best friend. like if you can sit there and listen to me rant and complain or say my famous phrase "im so fuckin confused" and just tell me the truth, even if we do get into arguments sometimes but just its nice to be able to say i have those people. do i have very close friends? yes i do but i dont feel i have the same relationship with them as i do with laura lisa and kate. but i feel so honored and privileged to be able to call somebody my best friend. but not just one person. three awesome people who dont really get how they have affected my life.
xo.
laura and melissa.
this candle goes to two really close friends of mine that are also best friends themselves. laura we met in i think 5th grade religion class and then you were in my class in 6th grade also. we stopped talking up until 10th grade and im so glad we found eachother again. melissa we met through laura and we instantly clicked just like me and laura did. i love talking to you guys so much because you always have good things to talk about and always make a good point. unlike most people i can actually see us all being friends for a really long time. so laura and melissa will you please come up and light my 14th candle?
hearing that. and now just reading it. gives me the biggest smile because beside laura and lisa. kate is the one person i know i can always count on. like i love our silly convos at three in the morning that make no sense at all at times. the amount of times we have played cry_wolf and complained that we werent wolves or cheated to help the other as a wolf. its always so muuch fun and i love it. so kate yeah when you read this. your not a bad friend even if you think you are. you arent cause. your human your not perfect you make mistakes. but you know when to own up to them. so yeah i love you "cuzz" hahaha. ah we are way to much. i've been thinking what the most important word in anybodies relationships with people. "best friend" now that is a big tittle in give somebody and i really think the people who say they have about 20 best friends is lying and trying to hard to be everyone's friend. personally i think that you cant have more then maybe 4 best friends. i have three and none of them have screwed me over. they always tell me whats best for me and of course i dont listen to them. ha, but they alwyas have my best interest in mind and yeah you know we do fight but i swear i thank god, i thank whatever the hell is up there that they are in my life. and i know it really sound corny but when you find such great people in your life you notice you really dont need to have any stupid boys or stupid anything that just messes your head up. so i know that maybe lisa wont be able to read this. but laura and kate i just wanted to tell you guys that your the most amazing people ive met and i wouldnt be the person i am now, stronger and better off then i ever was; if i never met you guys. so thanks. the three of you can always make me smile.
now on to that ever important term of best friend. to me best friend means that the person is always there for you even if you are sometimes really stupid like i am sometimes and even though it might be annoying when i get like that they still put up with my shit. which i find amazing cause people always walk out on me. im always sitting there and just watching them walk out on me. just like thats what i call a best friend. like if you can sit there and listen to me rant and complain or say my famous phrase "im so fuckin confused" and just tell me the truth, even if we do get into arguments sometimes but just its nice to be able to say i have those people. do i have very close friends? yes i do but i dont feel i have the same relationship with them as i do with laura lisa and kate. but i feel so honored and privileged to be able to call somebody my best friend. but not just one person. three awesome people who dont really get how they have affected my life.
xo.





