Heartbreak baby is half the fun
melissamayhem
Sep 16, 2007
Alright I know I promised a video blog like forever ago and I never uploaded one. Its cause well me and Laura really just had more fun watching them and making our voices sound silly. Yeah such kids. But I'm tired of people and not just people I considered "friends" and actually my family complaining that I'm changing. No its just because you haven't noticed who I really am in I don't know how long. I've been this way forever but ever since my dad left everything I do now is under a microscope. So even though he can be an arrogant bitch Kanye Wests newish song "Stronger" most definitely applies to me. Fuckin nobody is going to break me down. Wow I sounded fuckin stupid hahaha.
Alright so I'm thinking of doing my hair. I want to keep it black. I had red tips forever ago so now reddish colors. I was thinking blue and purple with maybe white streaks in my hair like all over and then blue and purple in my bangs. What about green? I don't know I might make a poll later asking about it. But if you have any ideas of colors that would be awesome.
I just got a mac book yesterday so be expecting a lot of updates now since I have iSight and can make videos easily now since my camera was kinda crappy at that. I'm not totally use to using iChat yet. It's kind of annoying the way the whole thing is set up and me and my friends type really long messages and send long shit through it. Well before that let me tell you the story about my crappy ass Compaq laptop that made me switch to fuckin macs in the first place. Alright so I bought my very 1st laptop when I started my freshman year in high school so I could take all my music and other files off my parents computer. The second year having that thing. The fucking adapter pack and in case your unsure of what I'm talking about. Its the thing that you plug into the wall to recharge your battery and yeah that thing. haha So that would start beeping and not charge my battery. We brought it back to the place were we bought it they sent it out I didn't have it for like 3 weeks. I got it back they didn't fix the problem. I had to send it out again. Another 3 weeks. I get it back new adapter everything was replaced except the hard drive so none of my memory (thank fuckin god) was lost. I think it was February since it happened when my parent's first told me my brother and my sister about the separation. So that took about another month to replace. Since then it would just over-heat and shut off the fans wouldn't cool it down at all. It would freeze during the start up and yesterday I saw that the thing you plug into your computer to charge it or make it run of electrical energy instead of the battery was actually like ripped apart and the wires were snapped and the thing around the wire was peeling off. On top of that keys were popping off like crazy and would get jammed even if there was nothing stuck underneath them cause I have a tendency to eat while I'm up late typing up essays for my classes the next morning. But yeah so I give a big thumbs down to the Compaq laptops. My dad has a dell which I like to use when I goto see him. Its nice. But I like my mac book. Its perfect for me because its small and light and easy to use. Just getting adjusted will take some time but I've used mac about a million times since my mom and my brother both have Mac desktops. Plus I love all the things that come with it like photobooth and garageband which are the two programs I love playing with when I'm bored.
So yeah just give me your opinons on what colors you think I should do in my hair. Thanks guys.
xox
Alright so I'm thinking of doing my hair. I want to keep it black. I had red tips forever ago so now reddish colors. I was thinking blue and purple with maybe white streaks in my hair like all over and then blue and purple in my bangs. What about green? I don't know I might make a poll later asking about it. But if you have any ideas of colors that would be awesome.
I just got a mac book yesterday so be expecting a lot of updates now since I have iSight and can make videos easily now since my camera was kinda crappy at that. I'm not totally use to using iChat yet. It's kind of annoying the way the whole thing is set up and me and my friends type really long messages and send long shit through it. Well before that let me tell you the story about my crappy ass Compaq laptop that made me switch to fuckin macs in the first place. Alright so I bought my very 1st laptop when I started my freshman year in high school so I could take all my music and other files off my parents computer. The second year having that thing. The fucking adapter pack and in case your unsure of what I'm talking about. Its the thing that you plug into the wall to recharge your battery and yeah that thing. haha So that would start beeping and not charge my battery. We brought it back to the place were we bought it they sent it out I didn't have it for like 3 weeks. I got it back they didn't fix the problem. I had to send it out again. Another 3 weeks. I get it back new adapter everything was replaced except the hard drive so none of my memory (thank fuckin god) was lost. I think it was February since it happened when my parent's first told me my brother and my sister about the separation. So that took about another month to replace. Since then it would just over-heat and shut off the fans wouldn't cool it down at all. It would freeze during the start up and yesterday I saw that the thing you plug into your computer to charge it or make it run of electrical energy instead of the battery was actually like ripped apart and the wires were snapped and the thing around the wire was peeling off. On top of that keys were popping off like crazy and would get jammed even if there was nothing stuck underneath them cause I have a tendency to eat while I'm up late typing up essays for my classes the next morning. But yeah so I give a big thumbs down to the Compaq laptops. My dad has a dell which I like to use when I goto see him. Its nice. But I like my mac book. Its perfect for me because its small and light and easy to use. Just getting adjusted will take some time but I've used mac about a million times since my mom and my brother both have Mac desktops. Plus I love all the things that come with it like photobooth and garageband which are the two programs I love playing with when I'm bored.
So yeah just give me your opinons on what colors you think I should do in my hair. Thanks guys.
xox
